My Solitaire

lyf has never been on track like today...everything seems to be in place, my dayz are more shiny .nights are more silvering..my lyf is glowing like a sunflower..i dress up like a princess n smell like a rose....never thought lyf will be so great one day...its like a dream n if its a dream i dont wanna wake up.....
That solitaire gilttering in my finger..i love to see it.....touch it..its mine n it has changed my lyf...now everything glitters.......
Actually i've got two solitaires..one i wear in my finger..n other one stays in my heart n that one is priceless..
I can feel the connection between two..it starts from my finger n goes straight into my heart....there in my heart ..u live my solitaire...its been one month since you are mine...I cannot forget this day...you are the best thing happened to me in my lyf...The More I look at you..the more my love grows for you...I love you my solitaire......

Those Five Minutes.....

My Apologies..I know I am late…I should better precede with the story from where I left…Hmm..A lot of water has flowed under the bridge since then..but let me recall it bit by bit…
“Can I talk to you for 5 mins…….”
Don’t Worry Pooh everything will be alright..just take a deep breath…….I consoled myself n walked towards the home…
Next day ,It was the talk of the town ..My friend was so curious..n she was giggling.I tried to chill but I knew I was NOT Okay..
“What the Hell??” I shouted ,the moment I saw his name along with mine in the list. He was again my assignment partner..”God I am already so nervous.”
Please don’t do this to me”, I pleaded..
“Hey why are u worried..Don’t worry he won’t say anything during assignment..okay just chill.”, My friend declared…”Okay” I said n went ahead..I knew she was loving it.
There he was in the same class…Perhaps waiting for me..I entered quietly avoiding any eye contact..But I must confess that he was a gentleman..He didn’t utter a word..n that made me comfortable during assignment..
But I could sense his eyes staring at me…sometimes he looked at me..Sometimes I looked at him..We both were nervous I guess…Sometimes he looked at me n then I too looked at him noticing his gaze..Then our eyes met..then usually I looked down...hmm…”What’s on his mind?”, I thought…
“Wassup madam ?? Enjoying attention??Did he propose?? :D “ …Got SMS from my friend with a cunning smiley..
I rushed towards her ...”hey Please don’t tease me I am already so nervous”…she smiled n said, ”So Miss confident is nervous today ..Kudos to your secret admirer”, I smiled back nervously n returned to my room..We made an eye contact for few seconds..I got nervous again n looked down..but there were so many questions in his eyes like “is everything alright pooh? Where had u gone? ..r u annoyed?..uff I cant face it anymore..his face is like a question mark with those intense eyes.
Then I started observing him..hmm he is tall..he carries such an intense n serious look…no no he can’t propose me …it’s not possible..There must be something else..But what about the way he looks at me n my intuitions….
Lost in my own thoughts I moved towards dais..n he adjusted it to make a way for me..”Oh so sweet..”
By that time All I wanted to play a “ He loves me/He loves me not ” Game with a flower..Anyways assignment went in disarray...but I was relieved coz’ nothing of that sort happened.
But those 5 mins didn’t let me chill any longer..It was a matter of only 5 mins.n it had been more than 20 hours n it was still haunting me..To add to my nervous sweetie came to me..First let me introduce her..She is “His” best friend..She sat beside me n started talking..”Hii can I sit with ya…u know I wanted to talk to u regarding my friend..u know …umm..Hey don’t take me wrong..But my friend wants ur cell number..can I?”
“”Give me Some shine Give me some Rain..Give me another Chance...............Oh God Gimme a Break!!””...Track played in my mind…oh I am so filmi..
“Why why…why does he want my number huh?? N don’t u dare to give him”…"cool down pooh...It’s just a number all he asked"…she explained.
Huh his best friend is defending him.
“No pooh he is not like any other guy…he really likes u a lot..n not from today..U know he likes u since last 10 months..but he is so shy that he never dared to ask u..Please don’t take him otherwise...he is decent..She defended again.
"Huh but how could he?? What wrong have I done? Why me? Oh I am so nervous..see my hands are shaking ..I am all numb..Please stop talking about him"…I pleaded.
"No no don’t be nervous..u know even he is so nervous..He gets tight lipped whenever he sees u around…he wanted to tell u this long before, n he is looking forward but..Poor him…u know he is so nervous..Even he is all numb..Please talk to him for once"…she requested…
Could not say anything..I just walked away..I could feel the nervousness..My legs were shaking…
The day ended …but whenever I saw him that day..I could feel his Aura..n there was a strange thing about him that was not letting me cool down..His aura kept me on my toes whole day…
I tried to relax in Bus.But his aura, his eyes, his behavior..Flashed back…
My friend got down from bus n teased me “All the Best” ..I knew she got the idea that HE might call…
I got down from the bus..Walked towards home..Looked at watch..Oh it’s been 24 hours..Since he asked for 5 mins…
Exactly at 8:00 pm ..my phone ringed..an unknown number flashed..I knew its him..Its him…..I picked up..”hello ..hii ..can I talk to u now…just for 5 mins?”..Sorry I m not at home..I replied..
“Ok ok I’ll call u at 8:30...is it fine??”.."Fine" I said
So at 8:45.My phone ringed again..n this time I had no excuses……..

My Secret Admirer

“Hi ..I’ve seen your home..yea I’ve seen your CV..yea I know “, he added. And I thought where on earth does he know so much about me..Is he after me?? “Girl’s intuition” and a strong one! But I hardly interacted with him..No no its only my imagination..he is certainly not after me..but “Girls intuition”….And the way he looked at me n smiled??

I talked to my friend about it..I told her I have a strong intuition he likes me…declared! She laughed and asked me “Madam..you are going to be late and you are going to miss your bus for sure..So how will you go home..Think about it n forget about him..phewww yupp she was right..
But then she advised your secret admirer has got a bike ..why don’t you ask him.. Should I? I asked myself.
But there was no other option so I had to ask him..I came down from lab..he was standing there in front of me..i called him “Sir, will u please drop me at home”…he smiled..Mysterious smile..”Yes I’ll surely drop you..In fact I was thinking the same..but then I thought u would mind it”..I replied nothing but he smiled …uff mysterious smile again..I blushed n ran to my friend and told her everything..See I told u na ..…”Girls intuition “n all that.
Anyways ..time came n I sat on his bike..it was ok ok type journey from college to home..he didn’t said anything ..Neither did I.
“Bye bye” I waved at him as he stopped at my stop.
“I want to say something”..Errrr..”I need a favour from you”…Errr..”Could I talk to you for 5 mins”…he blabbered.
(Hmm see “Girls intuition” I told u) “Yes sir..”..I replied.
“No no”..errr..”not today..maybe tomorrow or” ..err…he smiled ..Mysterious smile n drove off…
I immediately dialed my friend number…”See I told u na Girls intuition”…She laughed n said I am loving it…
P.S. To Be Continued………

Dear Ladakh: One Day I'll visit You

I feel lonely at times, what to do? I was (Or I was already)getting addicted to Facebook..so I thought to take a break..but failed.
Lately, whenever I feel antsy I ask myself, “Have you been writing?” And usually the answer is, “No.” I am so lazy, Either I sleep or just scan TV channels..but nothing more interesting..
Learning Reiki but don't go there regularly...Lazy bee, Even I am so lazy to blog......I am still thinking of any interesting topic to pour my thoughts on..
Nothing exciting happened recently..same boring life is going on n on n on...
Let me Recall something interesting from the recent memories...LEH..Ladakh..!!
but Where the hell I thought of Leh out of all the things...???

Yea I've heard enough about Ladakh recently..but as my friend quoted :"10 days to Leh are better than my entire Lyf"..

Ahhh..thats exciting..n this has certainly unplugged my blocked imagination doors..WOW how would it be if I go to Ladakh on bike?? oops am I asking for too much..okie then It won't be less exciting for me if I go by a car..just a thought of Ladakh is giving me cold shivering in this scorching May..wow! just think of the Gigantic moutains,lush blue sky, glaciers, lakes,rich cultures..Ladakh has so much to offer.

Another super exiciting idea..How exciting would it be to run away to Ladakh for a honeymoon..thats super duper romantic...
I know I know..I am just daydreaming..but just think of it ...isn't it sooo sooo romantic ? but for that i've to marry some one with Dhoom's effects..Where ever he is right now..I am gonna make him read this...
Ladakh is certainly on my list of places to visit...



"Captain Avinash Rathore"

"Captain Avinash Rathore, ek soldier ki nazar kabhi neeche nahi honi chahiye kuch seekha nahi". This ad kept on replaying in my mind for few days. it definitely touches a chord..Always had a crush on Army personals…born n brought up in Dehradun so its in my blood..Do I need to say more about IMA cadets? But once I got busy with career, IMA charm faded away…but this ad suddenly ignited the old flame…;)..
“The men in uniform are the men in form” , heard this somewhere n still swearing on it..Anyways let’s focus on Capt. Avinash once again...My God the way he blushes away, the way he smiles..The way he says “tu ruk jara”…he definitely swept me off my feet.

  

Googled him..Looked for him on facebook as well…his real name is Arjun Mathur..He acted in some movies n commercials before but I never found him so irresistible like this time …thx to Airtel for this cude ad…

P.S. Wrote a Blog after a Year almost, Will take time to catch my rhythm.